Just because you say your sorry

Written by: Jane Kostman

I ‘m standing on the edge about a mile off the ground
Unable to stop myself from looking down
Even with the fear of falling rushing threw me
I am not ready for steady ground
Just cause you say you sorry 
Doesn’t mean I’m going to turn around 
And say its okay
Cause you will just do it again another day
I see my life flashing before me making me remember all my yesterdays 
Along with the pain you caused
 Leaving me scared for days
I must be going crazy cause
I never thought I would let you back into my life again
Thinking that since you’re sorry 
I’m just going to let you hang around
But I know you’re always going to cut me down
Saying things behind my back 
Believing lies like you knew me then 
And for some reason you keep thinking you know me now
I’m stepping closer to the edge
Falling like the crashing wind
Listening to the hatefulness you speak
I’m starting to feel the fire inside me burning
Creating a storm that is raining heat
Just cause you say you sorry 
Doesn’t mean I’m going to turn around 
And say its okay
Cause you will just do it again another day
Oh--- Yeah ----yeah
The fire is raining down and the walls are crumbling down
I know you like tearing me apart
I feel my heart racing breaking once you start to speak
It’s like I can read your mind because I already know what you think of me
Just because you say you’re sorry 
Doesn’t mean I’m going to turn around 
And say…..