My Death Awaits

Written by: Timothy Mullins

Why am i troubled and bleeding out 
Stuck with surrender completed with doubt
Slowly i'm healing greater is the pain
It's hard to say what i'm feeling
Because it's eating me away
Desperate for answers I scream in agony.
As the hole starts to broaden 
It's power growing with hate 
Leaving me in trouble as my death awaits
Every ounce that is hope 
Is being torn from my soul
Death has been surrounding
It's call has deafened me.
Bringing me to my knees
If only, if only, I begin to pleed
But i know that it has won
Because those that surround me 
Have said it enough death, dead, why
If only, if only, as they begin to cry