ugh why

Written by: Fantise Mack

why must thoughts of you render my mind confused and doubtful?

why cant you just escape my mind forever?

a certain song, a certain word or saying brings you upon my thoughts

its NOT right NOR is it fair =(

you left me in despair yet i have no hate towards you only sorrow

for you had promised me tomorrow only to snatch it back in a blink of an eye

you left, no i left, why cant i fully accept that this is how things should be?

why must a strand of hope still shine in the abyss of darkness?

is this my punishment for doing what i had wanted?

for you to linger on my mind like a shadow....

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