Saying unto them, "No greater love hath a man
Than he lay down his life, for his friends...."
Well, I have tried to lay down my life over time
Beyound any desires of recognition and or fame!?
If only but for a moment betwixt this existence; days
Which so very quickly fade away within this place....
Hopes that I may become but a vessel to perhaps
Save even one Souls precious light
As I gaze deeply upon these Sonadora's?!
Amid amazement and astonishment sometimes
But I do understand and I do believe the fulfilling
Of their desires and of their needs; belief....
Innocently, such heart felt dreams which in turn
Causes me to love them even more; oh this paradox
That I seem to find myself within; for to embrace them
Is all that I long to do but I cannot often find
These different temporal views....
My eyes cast into the forevers gates and beyound
A slave unto eternities realities it seems; chained amid
The Holy Spirit, immersed inside of me ~
This will of my Lord and Savior, "Jesus Christ!"
He whom delivered my own Soul, from such bondage
Of sin and darkness' encumbering eyes....
Oh that I could please all that I could be all!?
But no time shall build my house upon a rock
The foundation of truth and promises I do grasp
Tightly that no storms may ever arise again
To find my Soul crashing unto the ground this mound
In distant and lost ruins that may have one day been
So now within this anguish of flesh and blood
Let my heart set aside these wayward dreams
If only but even one Spirit they can be saved....
Within this potters field; shall I adorn this tombstone?!
Before the world and all of 'their' eyes to behold
That I may stand upon the throne of, "God"
Someday aside love's prophets and the saints
Angels smiling as they joyfully weep
"Well done My child ~ Welcome home...."
For now I lay me down to sleep, that
Heaven may hold my Soul to keep ~