Do you not see me

Written by: Rachel Peysakhova

I'm standing right in front of you, i'm the one with words loud and mute.
I swallow the truth, 
and spit out the lies,
But you still don't see me.
I carve designs of disgust to my body, and eat only pills of toxin and acid.
I am a ballerina, dancing my way through crowds,
floating on clouds and flying through the sky with my beating wings.
I light myself on fire and burn into a new soul, leaving ashes of memories behind me.
I run through a meadow of poisonous flowers,
and beat myself up for every calorie i stuff down my throat.
I yell in your ear at the top of my lungs and i stomp my feet, but you still don't see me.