Everything is gone

Written by: Nathan Fehr

Everything is fading
The faces of many
The one i remember, i feel his aiding
But yet today he is still fading

My feelings have left long ago
All but one, all my sorrow
The one that keeps me alive today
Is the one that keeps fading away

There are very few who are close to me
Very few, only three
I hope they don't look down on me
I hope these three get away me

My life is but dirt
I am here for no reason
They don't know I'm hurt
I feel like my life is only a treason

Thanks Damon, Kirsten and Jaidyn for keeping me alive this far. 
I'm glad you are there when i need you.
But sometimes i want you to leave me be due to the fact im afraid i will do something wrong to hurt you.