I don't understand

Written by: Stacy Gibbons

I miss you so much
my emotions a mess.
my life right nows hectic
so much stress.

Im pi***d at myself
for letting this fall through.
blaming myself
when i should be blaming you.

Do you realize the pain
I'm going through?
honestly right now
I dont think you do.

my hearts in peices
more than it was before.
my heads spinning
my emotions are tore.