MY WAVERING SELF
I had plans for my future,
Was so sure would never falter
Working hard towards achieving it
So sure it was just around the corner
People believed that I would
Really sure that I would complete what I began.
But one day something happened
That I never thought would ever happen
Moreover would never let it happen to me
Now I am a wavering wreck
I don’t believe what has become of me
Really thought I had everything under control.
But things have spun out of my grasp
I want to believe that this is just a phase
Am desperate for it to be over
Though I also wish & pray for it to be real
And prove every negative what I once believed
To be outright wrong and justify
That what has happened to me is true and real.