Trusted Existance

Written by: Shaz Cheesman

Like a blank canvas and nothing to paint
I stare into oblivion with no sign of life
Body a statue, so tense locked tight 
A darkness a shadow, will never leave my sight

To someone so little a very trusting existance 
On reflection such an intrusion of innocence
Adults speak such lies which look like truth
Freightened, confused, just run and hide

Locked away files, memories stored in the mind
Permanent, cannot be erased, scared for life
Sometimes thoughts stone cold, my heart is dead
To this day fight to feel free, a will to the very end