mixed emotions

Written by: chelsy gonzales

I'm stuck and tired, i don't know what to do 
keeping my thoughts inside, until i can share them with you 
bored and alone with nothing but bad intentions
sick and scared of all the same reflections
so afraid, anxious of what been boxed up to say 
frustrated to get them out, worried, i need you to stay 
I'm sorry and disappointed of what i've done 
shocked and forced to think of whats begun
I'm exhausted and shy, I'm hiding behind my wall 
but i know that you'll be there when i need you when i give in to fall