Closing The Door On The Past
This may sound harsh to say it now, but
you were the one that drove me away.
I knew it in my heart I couldn't stay
but at the time it was too difficult
for words to say.
All I could do is hope and pray that my
problems would soon
dissapear and fade away
Although I tried and tried even denied my feelings,
that I did hide, my mind were in a spin with the
darkness and deep despair within.
I could not take the stress, my life had become
a mistake a terrible mess I had enough and
was ready to give in.
For most of the times we had together I cannot
say there were many good memories that I hold
dear as time passed all the good times shattered like
glass as the Sad times took to flight it was Misery
and Gloom in sight.
I needed relief for my crying heart and wish it had never
took place as the pain and grief upon my anguished face.
I didn't just need alittle time and space I need to
end this case as it brought untold heartaches and
pain, It was affecting my mind as I was on the edge of
I decided to my way one bitter-sweet and sad day.
It took alot of courage to take that step and leave
behind all the troubles weighing upon my weary
and aching mind.
I had to go and divert the journey I was on so I could
live in peace and carry on, as it was a long road
to go down but time has turned my life around
and I have become myself again in the truest
sense as the effects of it all have been intense,
I forgot what it was like to be young again as
I felt old beyond my years, knowing the
stresses of life and having to overcome my
insecurities and fears.
I now look upon this in a new light,
Although I cannot forget the hurt and regret
I will never let it phase me or choke and swallow me
up, I will take courage and draw my strength from trusted friends
and in Life never will I give up, I am older now and feel
like I can deal with it more and it has only made me stronger
than before so I can finally leave this in the past and draw the final
Straw at Long Last!!!