Lost Without You

Written by: Roman Chebukin

I don't know what to do with myself when your not around,
I cant breath, cant think, nothing but hear my heart fall to the ground.
I cant stop thinking about your smile and your light,
I wanted to win you over, but it seems i have finely lost the fight. 

Losing you was like a stab to my heart,
Like the devil him selves was throwing a dart.
Last breaths that i took was only for you my dear,
Loving you, i did it without any fear.

Remembering our time together is a pain,
Reminding myself not to give up on you was not a strain.
Reminicing all i can do now that your gone, 
Remaining all the pain on my heart like a tone. 

I can't go on like this anymore, I need you in my life,
I keep telling myself that one day this will go away in the name of Christ.
I cannot wait until i callaps and never get back up,
I am tired of being alone in this world that doesn't give a Fuk. 

When will i ever get what i want,
we were supossed to be a team i thought.
But i guess i am to much of a freak for you to be around,
you think i am no good for you, and you don't want to hit the ground.

But there are not one relationship without a fight,
and no fight without a relationship in sight.
No one ever gave me a chance so why should you, you might of thought,
but you are still stuck with your stubernness that i couldn't even fought. 

Now that i am lost without you, i don't know what to do with myself,
should i just sit and in a corner and bash my head against a shelf? 
I don't know what to feel anymore, its like i lost my soul or somthing, 
but hay, i am dying anyways, so why should i care for anything.