youll probably never read this

Written by: katie livingston

you'll probably never read this 
but if you do
i want to tell you that im sorry 
about everything

you'll probably never read this
but if you do
i want to tell you that i didnt mean for this to happen
i never thought it would come down to this

you'll probably never read this 
but if you do 
i want you to know that i didnt want us to end like that
what i did to you was wrong

you'll probably never read this
but if you do 
please understand my side 
of everything that happened

you'll probably never read this 
but if you do 
i know it doesnt make things right between us
ill never forgive myself for what happened

you'll probably never read this 
but if you are 
you need to know that i live with this every single day
it will never leave me

you'll probably never read this 
but if you are
this is my last attempt 
at trying to make you understand

you'll probably never read this 
but if you are
im so sorry
ill never be able to tell you

you'll probably never read this
but if you are
i told everyone it was mostly my fault 
and that you werent to blame

you'll probably never read this 
but if you are 
youre probably getting bored 
so ill make this easy

im sorry for everything i put you through
i never wanted it to go that far
it was really stupid on my part
i have to deal with the choices i made 
every day of my life
ill never be the same 
you changed my life in so many ways
good and bad
but for the good...
thank you
ill never forget the good times we shared
and i hope you wont either
but for the bad...
its time to put them to rest
this is my last attempt 
at saying im sorry
if you dont accept that 
its fine 
but for everything you did to me 
i forgive you
im sorry for hurting you 
im sorry for making you cry
im sorry for everything
...goodbye...