Written by: ronnie dolph

i cant have what i want

so i'll take what i can get

i'll lower my standers

i'll take the hit

falling down to gather a thought

putting pieces together of thoughts that i lost

like a bad dream but im awake when i sleep

you should see all the pain all the hate that you bring

im haunted inside by a dark i cant see

on my heart soul and body it feeds

losing my mind one thought at a time 

growing sicker with every answer i find

i ease the pain with a sip of fire

i try to burn the past

but it only fuels the rage