i didnt plan this

Written by: katie livingston

i never planned to do this
never planned to hurt you this way
the only thing i wanted...
was to be with you
and be happy
i told you how i felt
told you that there was someone else
i told you i wouldnt cheat
and to this day i know i wont
you understand now
that i dont LOVE him 
the way i love you
he was always there
always in my life
always my best friend
feelings like that dont just change
they just...fade slightly
never really leaving
but even though its not fair
even though its wrong
you still understand 
i dont get it
probably never will
i may have feelings for him