Shoved

Written by: Chantelle Rostoll

The pain I feel deep inside,
these feelings again I have to hide,
I held on for another day,
I guess it was known this may happen again,

I'm never really shocked,
I learn to love and they shove me off,
this time my heart I locked, 

I stood at a distance happy for once,
held onto nothing and still I lost,
What's ever been done by me that's so wrong,
I never do understand why I hold the losing hand ...AGAIN!?