To depress to care

Written by: Kristina Gilpin

Today is the most depress 
I have ever been
I talked to my kids on the phone today
I haven't heard their sweet vocies for months
I couldn't hold back my tears
It was like they didn't even know who I was
Man I was so crushed
They are my world 
But sense I've lost them
My world been one big spining top
that never stops 
I would do anything to have them back
But ever time I fight I lose
I just want to step in traffic
And say forget
I try and be strong but
I don't know how much longer 
I can be strong
Cause my weekness is shinning threw
A little more each day