this aint the life

Written by: debbie hernandez

this aint the life i dreamed of
but its the cards of life i was dealt
i try to be a good wife
no one really cares or asks how i felt

i always feel so lonely
and i feel like no one cares
i try to be a good person
but sometimes im not always there

i feel just like a loser
wish sometimes i could 
just disappear from earth
im sure no one would even miss me
especially the 3 to whom i gave birth