Only I Stay
I am so tired of being treated like a fool
i always hear you say that u want to leave
at times am just ready to say go am done
i left everything for you , and yet i get nothing.
Am just so tired of everything!!!
I get so sad i cry at times when i take a shower
i just sit there let the water run down my skin
think of the past and remember the good things
that happened to me i miss them so much!!!
I dont get to see my family if i even talk to my mom
i hear what did you tell her dont tell her about
our relationship !!! i get so tired of you my life is so
hard like living in the inferno !!! I wish i was back
in my own life to make my decisions not have a heartless
guy do it!
The only thing i want is just to be able to be myself
i hate having to pretend to do everything right i make
mistakes i want to say what i want when i want to
i just want to be me Cant u understand!!
My life wasnt all that perfect but back in the day i
had fun was able to be myself !! But i just want
respect someone to let me be me !!
why must you tell me what to do?? You dont
even trust me to go to the store by myself!!!!
i hate you at times but am just so hurt that life is
this way how did i let this happen !!
How do i change life as we know it ??? sometimes i
wish i was departured from you why do u tell me that
you say you dont even love your own son You
know how that makes me feel !!!?? You dont
because you dont care !!