I......love you

Written by: rinki nandy

Curse the day i am denied a glimpse of you, 
hate people who talk bad about you, 
bless the day God blessed me with you, 
life would be worthless without you, 
life would have no meaning without you, 
my source of inspiration are you, 
words can't explain how proud i am of you, 
i know i am gonna grow old on you, 
my existence is unknown to you, 
for which i am so ashamed of you, 
life would have been easier without you, 
would have a job besides thinking about you, 
hate to get up knowing i can never be with you, 
know i will never get over you, 
if only God created more like you, 
i wouldn't be so miserable without you, 
won't know these tears without you, 
no end to my fears without you, 
why am i not made for you? 
God wanted me to live without you, 
may there be another life with you, 
wish i could touch and kiss you, 
wish you knew how much i miss you, 
friends with the shining star are you, 
gone forever to be with God are you, 
people say i must forget all about you, 
tell me things so i can hate you, 
but i am so crazy that i.....love you.