I want you to

Written by: Jessica Bowie

I want you to worry 
like you never have before
I want you to care
now more than ever
I want you to cry
more than you ever have
I want you to want me 
more than you ever did when you still had me
I want you to fall 
Just like I did everyday we were together
I want you to struggle to get off the ground
Just like I did
I want you to hate
Just like you make me do
I wanna unvalidate your feelings and diminish em to a lie
like you did to mine
I want you to feel worthless
Just how you made me feel
I want you to feel dead 
Just like I always felt to you
I want you to need with all resources gone
Just like I did
I want you to hurt 
Just like I always did
I want you to
I want you 
I want 
I