I do not want to go back to the zero point

Written by: Muhadzis Ghafur

Once my heart was glad
light from the stage lights made me cry, 
laugh, even furious.
I loved every second of time
when you see my body move, 
when my lips uttered words and sentences
poured into your mournful eyes.

I do not want to go back to the zero.
The story that you do not get to say love
tucked among the twilight.
However, I stayed waiting.

I do not want to go back to the zero again.
I was never aware of your presence
that loved me but was afraid to tell.
Until love is lost with, time and age.