fate

Written by: johneta ohler

the bruises you made
the cuts i made
you forced me to do it
yet you don't know it
my heart breaks in two
as you break my dignity
my soul fades away
every time i saw you
I would end my life
if you didn't
but you ended your instead
yet i should be sad
i'm not
yet i should be crying
i'm not
instead i'm happy
instead i'm laughing
is it so bad?
you deserved it in my opinion
you had it coming
fate watched over you
every time you hit me
and finally fate hit you bad,
right in the face.
i'm guessing fate was on my side
i'm happy now
yet fate watches me everyday
i'm still happy you're gone