Life…I’m sure it can be awesome, amazing and wonderful
It’s not worth fighting if you can’t appreciate the beautiful
Thoughts are dark, nothing can make them be again colourful
Most important, faith and hope are lost, I’m sorry, I’m suicidal.
Couldn’t do *****when my sister was raped in front of my eyes
My heart still bleeds as I remember the way she screams and cries
As a grown up man it’s a lot easier to think and talk all wise
Trauma for a life held in the mind not only between her thighs.
Thinking about my brother, so strong, wish I could be like him
He took the torture which was meant for me from that grim
Unfortunately we never had the chance to make a good team
No family portraits, family for me remains a crazy dream.
Daddy, I know I’m not your blood but I don’t really care
Your fantasy of being the smartest is a bit too much to dare
The past is showing its power haunting you 24/7 everywhere
The last bird won’t fly away, he will end up dying there.
Mom, well, I can hear her above my dead body as she’s screaming
“Why? Why? Why? He shouldn’t be the one who’s leaving!”
Silence is taking over… no one has the courage to start speaking
Black Christmas in a place where a young man stopped breathing.