"I love you"
What powerful words those are, but you used them not to show love but to leave un-healable scars.
You do not love me for indeed that was a lie.
You should die for your sins as I die each day from the pain that you unselfishly gave.
Oh how I wish to find shelter in the grave where pain and hurtful thing are not found and bad memories are forced to remain silent.
Please cursed one do keep quiet and do not speak to me.
Like the fox you are cunning, your tricks you were careful to hide.
No warning was I given when you took off your disguise, and who am I but a helpless victim?
What am I but a broken vase?
Can you not see the unrelenting pain as you look upon my face?
I would wait forever if it meant ever waking up from this bad dream, but clearly I'm living in a nightmare even at night you haunt me as I sleep.
Does there not exist a place where I would be safe from you?
The answer is no I fear.
My tears would follow me anywhere I tried to hide and my pain would follow after.
Will this truly be our finale chapter?
Were we truly not meant to be?
Oh cursed one do not look upon me. I am melting away as a candle does.
Soon nothing will be left but a ugly stain of what use to be.
For you my love I am dying, will you not save me now?
But why would you when you are the very one who tried to kill me.
As much pain you have caused me why must I still love you?
Oh a curse you truly are but yet I cannot brake free.
I need you, but yet you do not need me.
I promised to never leave you, but yet you are leaving me.
Badly betrayed by the one I loved more then any other.
How could I ever put all my trust in another like I put my trust in you?
Get away from me you fool!
You behave just like a carefree child.
I cry out in my pain but you do not hear me and if you did you never came to my aid.
Keep away from me you cursed one and never come back!
I am sick of all the hurt, you are indeed my curse.