Lost in agony of losing,
Ripped apart between life and living.
Deep breaths increasing inside me, growing, then going……
I lost it.
I lost him,
I lost life.
Emotional bruises physical,
I feel the world staring at me with deep pity, why me?
Why not me?
I held your hand in my heart and wrapped my soul around you,
Never thought you would be gone leaving no goodbye or promises to return.
I saw the lies in your evil eyes, these broken ties u leaving me with.
How do I explain to the world where my glow is gone when u took it with half of me?
We lost the game I took the blame bleeding shame of misery.
What word do I use to paint my pain in pictures, confusing images in my vocabulary as I try to scream for comfort?
I open my hand to nothing.
My treasure of life dusted off by winds of vulnerability