New Converse, new Levi’s jeans, Lacoste t-shirt, new phone and I’m still sad
What the **** do I have to try so I will not get a thousand times a day mad?
Give me a gun and I’ll blow my brain out because they hid the sharp things
I should forget the past and move on to the future seeing what it brings
I can’t do it alone, I need someone to help me out with *****I’m going through
Someone to accept me and love me for what I am, being able to stay true
I pray at nights when I can’t stop crying to the stars and the lonely moon
For the reaper to come after me, nobody’s going to miss me, I mourn
But my prays aren’t heard by him and I’m having a nervous breakdown
I’m walking between these four walls before in my own sorrow I drown
I even went for long walks in hope that someone will care in this town
No success, I should have left years ago before falling every time down
I can’t trust anyone, constantly analyzing people to who I start talking
In the end I realize they all search to use me, they are only lying
So here’s another reason if you didn’t know why I’m always crying
And it’s just another thing that makes stronger my wish for dying.