Something inside me has died..
Something within me lose its's tide..
I want to hold on to revive..
Trying to rescue, not to hide..
I must be happy..
But why do I feel this way..
Fear is creeping..
Anxiety is beginning..
Worry starts to build..
Hope initially declines..
I close my eyes taking deep breathe..
Deafeaning silence stands by...
Yearning to be at comfort..
Questing and unceasingly at jolt...
sept. 16, 2013