She sat and looked at his picture,
She pondered the thought of his name.
She thought of his existence.
She felt a hint of guilt and shame.
She sat dreaming of his mind,
She drowned in thoughts of this guy,
She lingered around wasting time.
She remembered they're under the same sky.
She talked to the guy,
She admired his listening ear.
How he never asks why,
In her mind his voice she'd hear.
She'd lay in bed scenarios she'd imagine.
She'd replay every one of her delusions.
She'd frustratingly question her confusion.
Her oblivion makes her need a solution.