dear Mother Part II
I did not feel your hand anymore, when I talked to you in
my special language. It happened one day in the Spring.
How do I know? The perfume of the flowers penetrated
your skin as you walked to that Hospital - Hospital that's
what they called it. I will never understand.
Isn't a Hospital a place where they take care of the sick
and try to save lives? With force I grabbed myselfe to you.
Couldn't you feel my hands grabbing your insides? I didn't
want to leave you, I loved you so much. I wanted to cry out
a thousand times, how much I loved you. I could feel your
heart beating in a different way. Your blood was running
through your veins more rapidly.
I tried to kiss you and tell you goodbye, but I never had a
chance. I felt I was choking. Little by little very brutally, they
seperated me from you. I felt that nothing united us anymore.
My eyes filled up with blood and I never saw your face. with a
sigh that nobody understood - I left you forever.
Now dear "Mother" I write to you from up here. I got here as fast as
you rejected me, because GOD does not reject His children. I don't
hold no grudges. I know that you loved me. It was that evil man
that changed you. That criminal that took advantage of you and
I don't write to recriminate you. I write to tell you, I love you. I hope
that one day you will be able to see me and know me, than I will be
able to tell you what I could not tell you then, because I was forced
to keep silent.
Something else: I spoke to GOD. He told me to tell you that He too
loves you very much, that He waits for you with open arms. Now I
have to say goodbye. lots of love and lots of kisses, your son...
Written by Lucilla M. Carrillo
Note: I hope you have enjoyed this poem.
Please say a little prayer, or light a candle for
for all the little Angels that never made it
here on Earth, but are somewher up above
looking down on us.....