I can't do a thing without being reminded of you,
Without you my mind being brought to,
and it's getting worse and worse.
But I can't seem to let go of this curse.
"I'm content!(:" and "I'm okay!" are kind of lies.
Don't ignore these broken eyes.
I think "Maybe I'll see you" everywhere I go.
I never thought this summer would go by so slow.
I wake up hoping to hear from you.
I am doubting that you're missing me too.
I wake up looking at my phone thinking "today will be the day!!"
I look wondering what's the fist thing you will say.
We have unfinished business,
It ended with a kiss.
Now I'm just confused.
I remember now, you were my muse.
We have thoughts remaining,
Words that still need saying,
Decisions that need to be made,
and not after this long wait.
I left without anything except I'll love and miss you.
Now I'm finding out how much that's true.
You said you'd find a way to get back to me,
But that hasn't happened clearly.
No matter the long shot,
I expect to hear from you a lot.
I somehow expect you to show up and this be a dream,
I am going absolutely insane it may seem.
I don't really know what to really say.
I try to convince myself it's fine I feel this way.
But it isn't, is it?
I really just don't get it.
EVERYTHING reminds me of you, every other sentence.
And lately people ask why I am so tense?
"No reason" to them I always seem to say.
When really they reminded me of someone who took my heart away.
My reminders of you and weird lies,
Don't make sense in anyone else's eyes.
People say they understand.
But no one gets my mind's demand.