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A Decade of Depression

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A Decade of Depression

heard the sound!!! She is Gone!!! Gone 
Forever!!! 
2001...who would have thought that...that 
would be the last time i would ever see 
you!!! 
History Repeating Itself... 7 yrs later...I 
heard the sound!!! She's Gone Max!!! Gone 
Forever!!! 
Two Mothers...One Soul...Entering 
Heaven...Thats the Goal!!! Mission 
Accomplished!!! I Know!!! 
NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY I LOVE 
YOU 
NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO HUG YOU 
NEVER GOT THE CHANCE TO SAY THANK 
YOU 
NEVER GOT THE LAST CHANCE TO SEE 
YOU 
SELFISH I KNOW!!! BUT WHO WOULD 
BELIEVE YOU WOULD LEAVE SO QUICKLY 
Treated life for granted so now im taking 
the punishment!!! 
Never ? God so why yall left me!!! too 
much pain and suffering i understand 
completely... 
From Diabetes to low breathing...and 
stressful dayz to emotional 
rollercoasting!!! 
Sibilings Fighting...drama uplifting...but 
when yall passed away...there was a 
resolution!!! 
For some strange reason I keep on 
smiling at the sun even though there are 
clouds 
feeling the warmth of the love from yall 
but there is a blizzard inside!!! 
Inside my BODY!!! SOUL IS COLD...I WAS 
A BAD SON 
CURSING...STEALING...GANGBANGING!!!D
ISREPESCTUL...
YET YALL STILL ADOPTED ME...WHEN I 
DIDNT HAVE A FAMILY!!! DIDNT DESERVE 
IT BUT I CHERISH IT 
SO WHO WOULD HAVE THOUGHT I HAD A 
DECADE OF DEPRESSION 
I used to run from my mistakes.... Tried to 
hide my short-comings. 
But it's hard to pull the puppet strings 
when you're the wooden dummy...Well... 
let me tell you what I am today!!! 
See Im a confused delirious man who 
thinks of 2nd opinions: 
doctors who doesn’t give a damn about 
me 
Father who left me and ran away 
No Brothers but 1 sister who said who 
cares!!! 
Lost 2 Mothers!!! 
Never Had a Legit Family!!! 
Turned my heart to stone. Petrified Pretty 
Much... Til this day Im Still Running 
Waiting for the person who can TAKE 
THEIR PLACE...HELP ME PLEASE!!! 
Give me A purpose. Give me A meaning. 
Help me speak without A stutter... 
Help me learn the lesson so im never left 
with... WHY I TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MY 
MOTHERS... 
Out of Sight...Out of Mine... 2010 begins a 
whole new decade!!! No More Depression 
If times get hard and I dont know who to 
call on or talk to... 
I can always reach my mothers in heaven 
and talk to My Father(God) through my 
heart 

R.I.P Roberta Costello 
R.I.P Suzanne Gaudet

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