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A Prisoner Within

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A Prisoner Within

    My name is John and I just turned seventeen. I don’t look different from
anybody else, but I feel different. I don’t walk or talk different from anybody else,
but I feel different. I go to church and school like everybody else. I socialize in the 
same ways, but I feel different. I don’t know why I feel different? I did not make a choice. I did not suddenly decide to feel different. Nobody told me or suggested that I feel this way. I cannot help feeling different. I guess, I am what I am and                                                                                                                                                                            nothing or no one can change that.
    I feel like, I am not one person, but two people. First, there is the John that
everybody knows or thinks they know. The John that is loved by his family. The
John that is well liked at school. The John that always makes the winning shot in the        
final seconds of the game.
     However, there is also another John. A John that is locked up deep within
me. A John that writhes in the corner of a prison barred not by steel, but by social
perceptions and prejudice. A John that curses his confinement, but cowers in the 
corner at the thought of coming out. A John that dreads leaving the security of his
cell because it may mean losing the love and support of his family and friends. A
John that fears the persecution and words of hate that may await him in the world
outside. A John who lives in soul twisting torment caught between what he has to
appear to be to others and what he feels certain is true.
      Oh God! how I wish I  could be as free as the seagulls that fly over this 
great span. I long to be released from this burden that tortures me day after day.
Perhaps this is the only way...God forgive me!
                                                                                                                                          

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  1. Date: 5/27/2013 4:00:00 PM
    Oh I am so sorry. And perhaps tomorrow the world would have changed as it does seem to be doing..slowly. Suicide is such a final answer. Love, Joyce

    Morrison Avatar Kim Morrison
    Date: 5/27/2013 4:07:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry


    It is frightening when you think how many are selecting that final answer. Thank You! Kim
  1. Date: 5/18/2013 8:13:00 PM
    Kim, a very overwhelming poem and feeling.. almost like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde... Please tell John, it is okay to feel different.. he will find the wings that will release all the seagulls that will span over his life... xox~ Linda

    Morrison Avatar Kim Morrison
    Date: 5/18/2013 8:36:00 PM Block poet from commenting on your poetry


    Love the comment here thank you kim
  1. Date: 5/9/2013 9:19:00 AM
    This poem is so heart wrenching, as many people, or perhaps every person, has a deep seated person locked inside that often hides behind the 'ordinary'....that hides behind the smile. Deeply expressed in your poem. And I must offer a big thanks for honoring my poem along with some wonderful entries by my poet friends...thank you so much...I am delighted!

  1. Date: 5/9/2013 1:19:00 AM
    What a great peek into the tortured soul of John. I can only guess at what he is going through...We've all been imprisoned at one time or another...But God is more merciful than the world. Thanks for sharing, and a BIG SUPER THANKS FOR MY WIN IN YOUR CONTEST. Please check your mail. I've sent you a letter of thanks! :)