I know what I'm doing to you isn't right.
I'm hitting you and you don't try to fight.
I just get into this blinding anger.
Believe I don't want you in danger.
I try to get better but it happens again.
Each smack comes with adrenalin.
Gettin better seems so impossible.
With all the kicks I feel unstoppable.
You love me but I don't know why.
I feel guilt but pleasure as you cry.
I'm sorry but I'm not at the same time.
I can't stope this abuse, this sick crime.