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Apology
I’m sorry God.
I really am.
I know I’ve already asked for so much
And you have given more than enough.
The thing is
What was enough yesterday
Just isn’t enough now
The times are always changing
My mind has been evolving
And suddenly what used to work
Just can’t work for me.
I’m so very, very sorry
To have to ask this of you
After promising not to
But
I
Need
More.
In the days of my youth I fantasized
Wondered what it would all be like
And the conjured images of my head
Were enough for me because
I’d never been there
And then I asked to see the world
(A fatal mistake to be sure)
And I tasted all, above and beyond
What my mind has ever supposed
My heart could not contain the surge
Of emotion coursing through my veins
My eyes couldn’t drink in enough
The colors, the shapes, the patterns
And all of me was full to the brim
Bursting
Overflowing
With life
And love
And energy!
And then the dream ended
The experience was over
I was back in my childish yesterday
But I couldn’t stay
I was grown-up
And yesterday couldn’t fit the grown-up form
Of today.
I know I said the experience alone would satisfy me
And I suppose to an extent it did
I just didn’t know that it would also expand me
So now there’s more room to fill
I’m sorry God.
I really am.
I feel like a horrible sinner
After promising not to do this
Here I am asking
If it’s not too much trouble
Just this one time
You see
I
Just
Need
More.
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