You utter words that are so mean
that I felt like shedding tears
You have gestures that makes me feel bad
that makes me fell anxious
...and I hate you for that.
You call my name in sweetest way
that I could hardly speak
You smile with all your heart
that always left me stunned.
...and I love you for that.
You all had it all
showing me the worst I have and
letting me realize the best i always had
that makes me feel great and proud.
...and I adore you for that.
But I know you don't feel that much for me
You'll never have a chance to think about me
You'll never have time to spend with me
'cause you have her enough for you.
...and I admire you for that.
..but for letting me feel special
...I really do hate you..