I don't know how many times I played this story in my mind, or the countless times I asked myself why?
Why I continue to settle for what will never get better, cause I'm just playin myself, maybe we can't be together.
I've been tryna get ya time for many months now, complaining bout what you were doing and what ya still doing now.
The same dumb shit, I continuously settle for, now you done hurt me so much that I can't take it no more.
And it hurts, because I want this to work, I only ask for your time but I guess I ain't worth..... It.
And it makes me sick, cause I'm suppose to be ya girl but feeling more like ya *****, no sweetie I'm Lying cause even she gets more time than this.
Got me blowing up ya phone, texts and all, got me feeling all stupid cause I never get a call.
Not to mention, all those times I would wait for you, gettin dressed up looking pretty but you never come through.
People asking me questions like what happened? And I lie, they wondering why you ain't show and I already know why.
Ha, and I sit here and cry, wondering how you use to be my baby, to now I'm wondering why, I even gave you the time. Instead of loving me unconditionally you feeding me lies.
And I'm fighting myself from walking out the door, but I gotta let go cause I do deserve more, I deserve better,
And it'll kill me inside cause I want us together.
We've been together 4 years and you would think you would change, I tell you get it together but still you treat me the same.
I helped you get up and you brought me way down, flossing on me crazy when I got you to where you are now.
And I know it it's someone else, and see I tried to deny it, but I never get ya time so it's no other reason behind it.
I just wish you would be real instead of always lying, and if this aint what you want than say it instead of leaving me crying.
Need I mention all the times I wanted you to hold me close, instead you'd turn the other way and turn up your nose.
Or the sleepless nights when I'm up crying, head pounding feeling weak, while ya Laying right beside me and ya losing no sleep.
And we were once perfect together, I was ya Bonnie , and you were Clyde, now I'm this broken-hearted girl who's just gotta know why.
Why da hell I'm still here, why da hell I'm still trying, still loving him hard when I lost everything behind em.
And all his ex-girls underestimates me, unsure of what I'm capable of, but I just wanna be free.
Free from all the drama, free from all the pain, for anotha that loves hard and that's gone love me the same.