It's a funny thing we have in this relationship we call love ,
I know this one thing for sure and that it was not from above.
Struggle as we may day after day week after week,
Doesn't seem to matter we can never reach what we seek.
In my heart I know what I have felt for most my life,
Forever it seems I have wanted you to be my loving wife.
But there's always been this small wedge between you and I,
You just were unable to stop yourself from telling me lies.
Oh there were days that were so good and felt so right ,
It always changed before we had ever reached the night .
A very sad thing to see hop[es and dreams fade away,
Nothing left but to remember those wonderful days .
Still I believe in relationships that are filled with love,
The ones that are truly made by the hands from above.
So much will be lost and will never be recovered ,
But there will be so much more gained with a new lover.
A far cry from what I had dreamed my life would be,
Yet I will continue on in search of a love meant just for me.