They say you'll never know real prison
til you've actually been there .....
When your mind betrays like Judas every
logical thought that runs through your head...
When the only thing you truly seek out of life is
to be free from regret which can weigh you down
more than ball and chain...............
When it doesn't really matter how sorry you
are for mistakes you've made in the past cause
redemption is nowhere in sight.
When eagerly you wait for loved ones to arrive
and no one pays you a visit.......
When surrounded by crowds of people who claim
to be trustworthy but can't wait for you to turn your
back so that they can F--- you up the A--
When thoughts of death sing like song your favorite
lullaby - you can say you know cause you've been there
in more ways than one......