To have lost someone so dear to you and can't comprehend,
Trying to make sense of it all so your heart can begin to mend.
The memories that torment you each night tearing you apart,
Making it harder for you to rest because your afraid of the dark.
Every day begins the same for you with tears that fall like rain,
You can't make it stop because your heart is filled with so much pain.
Pretending to laugh and faking your smile hiding what's really inside,
In reality what you really want do is drop to your knees and cry.
So sad and so angry your mixed emotions driving you mad running wild,
It's all to hard to understand your feeling like a lost and lonely child.
There are moments you want to do nothing but scream out in rage ,
Just to hold that love one lost one more time is what you really crave.
Deep inside you know that wish will never be and you must go on alone,
As hard as it may seem you have to learn to face this life on your own.
Remember this if you can my friend and do your best to understand ,
This is something we all must pass through for this is part of Gods Plan.