I shut out the world
trying to tune out the pain
I thought if the hurt didn't
subside It would end up
driving me insane.
and I found out the hard way
that it was actually harder to
deal with myself then
with any amount of disdain so
as of yesterday I let go of all
that kept me down; the anger
the resentment the pain of anything
that no longer served me or produced
any real gain......
so I took a chance opened the door
to my heart and just like without even
searching love welcomed itself in...