My lavish world of happiness
With digging of hole to fall down myself
To flow into the drainage
Far afar to go and go and go
Damaged all and ruined
But know why? No idea
Perhaps missing and losing heart
Big breakage and gaping
Heart-loss moment and loss of trust
My heart was clean so far
I was thinking with boldness
The time was driven to me to the way of endanger.
It was the battle of life
The bad days of life
Truthfulness of life
Years gathered thoughts and knowledge dampening
And harshness of valueless spilling fate
Concurrent offerings brought better experiences
Useless practices and securing hate occurred
Growing in the mind mostly
Painful moments padlocked.
I got diagnosed with growing sorrows
God! You are omniscient and almighty
I know you have created to me and landed
Overlapping with this stressful life bringing monotonous moment
I am dying in this survival
Plenty of thoughts dying
Bizarre of my life dying along with
My fun dying, my pleasure dying
My activeness and aggressiveness all dying
O God! Then say to me who I am?
I am your creativity or throwing trash of this Earth?