When you wake up one day
and you have a feeling that
it is going to be different than any other day
yet, you have no proof why
But it is a feeling that over took in you!..
A moment of hard work
followed by rough times
immediately turns into
a huge heart felt smile
with passion filling me inside
and I wonder why?
It is because someone's smile is finally
lightening up my night..
Amazing days were truly lived,
being filled with Joyful spiritual happiness,
classical dressed up night,
hard work supported days,
joyful words being spoken
but unfortuantely, reverting no actions
leading to the heart being broken..
It is true that good time passes so fast
but I believe that this time
flew away.. or actually, Blown away....
Yet it was and still is.. A BLAST...
Keeping hurtful thoughts engradved on my mind
Painful scar in my heart..
tears started to heavily fall down
and then ...
I woke up from my sleep.. and realized that It was just a dream
that I had it being repeated for couple of days
making me feel it is real..
A dream resulting from my leading mind
with its "fairy tale - realistically taking place" buried thoughts..
yet everytime I dream of it
I end up having an endless smile on my face
As it was the first time
to truly dream of such a thing for a long time..
It was the first and the last time
to truly feel such a blessed dream..
Even though it did not last long
but in my heart it felt so strong
and on my mind
it is drawn and shall be always re-drawn back
from the memories archiving it with time
knowing that this is the dream of my own life
shared with my... "true life"
It is so true that
The world could mean everything to one person,
but one person could mean
the whole world to you..
At the end, I can confidently say
I am so lucky I dreamt this way
Yet hope is filling me that
one day it will come so
or so I truly hope for..