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Gateway to Forgiveness

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Gateway to Forgiveness

I never meant to hurt you!
I would rather die than hurt those closest to me

I am so sorry!!

I can not explain why my own feelings consumed my very soul

I was selfish I know
Only thinking of myself
and my pain at the time

I hurt so bad inside

Resentment...
Bitterness..
Anger..

three emotions took homage in my soul

I felt I was so alone at the time....

I feared reaching out
How could anyone understand?
What I struggled myself to understand


I was so lost
So confused
So misunderstood

My mind played tricks on me

negativity consumed every fiber of my being

I incapable of being positive
Incapable of thinking positive

I was poisoned by evil words of others
and broken in half by hurtful actions

I became someone who I grew to hate

I told myself lies everyday
If I could learn to believe others lies
I felt it would hurt less


I can now look back....

I know I was wrong now....

I am sorry....

I felt I was dealing with the evil that consumed me

I was only causing myself more agony

but I did the best I knew then

I was a baby girl trying to grow up
in a world I felt I never belonged

I am so sorry.....

but my feelings were real them

I wore them on my sleeves

It was how I felt at the time

I just struggled so hard to love myself

But deep down I always loved you

I never meant to hurt you!!

I should have cried on your shoulder

Instead I cried in my room alone

tears falling streaking across a piece of paper

of ink  smeared with so much pain

I trusted an empty sheet of paper
to keep my secrets

When I should have always trusted you!

I should have came to you!!

I am so sorry!!







Chrissy M. Pierce 2012,





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  1. Date: 2/17/2013 2:46:00 AM
    Chrissy we all make mistakes which only leaves us with two choices ...try and put it right or live with it, either way do not give up writing, try to post another....David