It's now a decade sinse me and my exgirlfriend first met
Now it feels like I'm starting to fade into obscurity with regret
Am I simply missunderstood?, can I really say it any louder?
If I coud, because right now feels like a bad case of nostalgia
It was february the twelth, (1998), smitten by her, yeah that was I
But myself I thought it was fate, once bittern and now twice as shy
I'll health I'm not feeling so great but what I've written explains why
You know it was a strange situation as we met in unuasl circumstances
She too was dealing with depression, but I could'nt ignore her advances
I just thought she was my destination so thats why I took my chances
She was my girlfriend, my love, and someone I was going to mary
But in the end I ask was I really good enough to make her happy?
And because of what love brings, the relationship I tryed to rekindle
But gave up trying to fix things, at times I ask was I better off single
I ask if only we had first befriended, her and me this girl cherlyn
Was it not intended to be?,so I ask myself where now do I begin?
I'm always thinking of the past, trying I am to think nothing of it
But how long will it last?, me always feeling like this so nostalgic?
I thought nottingham was going to be the place for her and me
But pandimodium would always occure and just more adversity
If only I could let go and forget but I ask myself will I ever learn?
And you know I can't help but reflect, when for her I still yearn
My thoughts numb, so many memorries over played of her and I
And now I've got this pain in my tum, as the parade passes me by
I knew I can't go back, but it's like knowing how to move forward
When confidence I lack, how do I get going, when I find it arkward?
Am I simply missunderstood?,I mean can I really say it any louder?
It's no good, because right now feels like a bad case of nostalgia