Disappointed, grief & sorrow I feel,
It will be long before I finally heal.
Once I was scarless & had no mark,
Now straight through me is a jagged crack.
I used to be filled with joy & happiness,
Now the hurt I go through seems endless.
My every beat used to be for someone special,
Now I feel like being pierced with pointed metal.
Who I lived within was a mere fool,
He shouldn't of made dishonesty rule.
Now his love is gone & I'm the one that pays,
No more Cupid just lonely days.
I'm not in a position to love no more,
Because that feeling went through the front door.
My love left without turning back,
My owners an idiot & that's a fact.
I remember times of caress & care,
The feel of togetherness no burden to bear.
True love were there & heartbreak was far,
Somehow love is gone & I'm left with a scar.
With she gone any beat could be my last,
It's hard to forget that present memory of the past.
How long will it take to rid myself of that pain?
Will I feel that special warmth again?
To answer that question only time will tell,
Right now my veins are hurting like hell.
I never imagined a moment like this would come,
In a blink my world came crashing down.
Endless sorrow stream I'm having no fun,
It's like being the victims of Rihanna's gun.
Why, why is this happening to me,
I'm stressed, damaged & totally weary.
I must continue a love life anew,
Because I've been burnt, stabbed & battered too.
To feel that fresh downpour of love,
So I can fly hearts-high just like a dove.