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seeking You
Every breath's an
opportunity
A chance to start anew
I am my own worst
enemy
You say, to take all the
blame from You
No sooner have I passed
a test
Than another one
commences
How am I supposed to do
my best
When lack of Your favor
dulls my senses?
I toil and struggle to
make my way
The effort is tiring my
bones
The more I stay clear of
jealousy
The more I'm assaulted
with stones
Where are You in your
kingdom
Am I worthy of an
audience..?
Let You, the saints and
angels decide
What's the sum of my
experience
No one I turn to knows
Your name
They know not how I
tremble
You send me clues,
visions and texts
That my tired mind must
assemble
Judgment awaits all
mankind
The day is drawing near
'Till then I fill my empty
days
In utter loneliness and
fear.
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