Time and Time Again
Time and time again
I question who I am
What I believe in anymore
What’s going to happen once I walk out the front door.
A life lived so often well,
Cut short by the sicken darkened smell.
Nicotine controls and takes over my brain,
Not physically addicted yet,
But mentally, and it’s driving me insane.
No longer knowing what to do,
I looked and I turn to you
Wishing you were there like you used to be;
I smile outside
But inside hurt deeply,
And I wish to die forever, and all eternity,