i feel like writing my heart out
and i dont care who reads
it feels like been silent too long now
these words i cant keep
it eats me alive building up inside
trying to hide but these thoughts they linger in my mind
dead from love and loving
nothing completes me.
I glance down at dismal surroundings
I go from love to hate
and then when hate is gone
it feels like there's nothing..
My sad soul forgot its pride
but worse to trust my own mind,
fixed strainedly on the vacant air
lay in unspeakable despair..
i stare and glance
in awe shaking my head like i dont care
dont even think or dare
im warning you so beware
Love once seemed kind as air
but now it seems hard to bear
that he might be no longer there..