Why does everyday feel like this day?
No matter what id do different we stay the same.
I start to think do we care or are we just stuck in place
But I can't take this pain, this love feels like a waste.
If nothing matters and the only word we speak, are"I don't care"
Then why does it really matter if I wake up and your there?
If I go to sleep cryin and wake up like nothing happened before,
Its like you didn't get enough yesterday, hurting me, you want more.
I know I'm not innocent, I say lots of painful thoughts.
But u make me feel like nothing, like all I had is lost.
And if there's anything left, you'll be sure to take it away.
My heart leaves me in repeat, its this day everday.
Written aug 1, 2012